Always Didn't Mean Forever, Goodbye.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since I last saw your face.
It was hard at first and sometimes still is,
But those times I now erase.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since you, "my best friend", walked away.
I guess I can't lose what I never had,
all I can do is pray.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since I thought I could fix your problems.
No solace words or backwards bends,
will ever fully solve them.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since the needle's final prick.
No more tearing up my arms,
or getting horribly sick.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since you showed me you don't care.
You had my heart but drugs had yours,
that's something love cannot repair.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
since I felt my heart was broken.
Thought without you I'd be nothing,
but my fate has finally spoken.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
no added pain or stress.
Though you are gone and I'm moving on,
I hope you get all you wish to possess.

It's been 3 weeks to the day today,
I wake bright eyed and cheerful.
I think of you less everyday that goes by,
no longer distraught or tearful.

So here's to the start of a new beginning,
you're surely not a part.
In order to love and be loved in return,
I must first take back my heart.